The missing 5 months

Hello blog! it's been what? 5 months since the last time I updated you and I think I need to explain where I have been.

For the last five months I've been asking myself what do I really want in my life? I start questioning myself about the things I can do, about my achievements because literally although I'm earning a lot of money I felt that this job isn't right for me. There is always lacking, there is always something missing and for a person who always knows what she wants it drives me crazy knowing that I really don't know what is wrong.

And I take a break.

A really long one.

Until I haven't been decided which part of my life do I need to change.

It took me 3 or 4 months (I can't remember but something around that time) until I'm fully decided what I want. Perhaps this is what we called Quarter-Life Crisis.

I want to change.

I want to reset everything.

So to start of with
                                  
Coloring my hair in BLACK. I know for some it's nothing it's just a hair but for me it's something precious. I really don't like a black hair color for me, I think it doesn't suit me aside from I looked like ordinary girl with the black hair f.y.i I don't want to be ordinary, I want to be remarkable and my hair does the job to set me apart from others. To be somewhat "remarkable". I can't even remember when was the last time I dye my hair into black. As of speaking I'm itching to change my hair color again, what do you think?

QUESTION: Is it okay to eat a 3-day old tinapa even if you don't put it in fridge? because I'm eating one now, so if I got food poison we know who to blame hahaha :)